feels kind of unfair that people have all these trinkets, pictures, conversations, etc with you and i have none of it. i deleted all pictures of us after we had a fight and i will forever regret that. and now i have a new phone and none of our old conversations and i hate that it feels like you’re fading away. i still cry for you and i probably always will and i won’t be sorry about it even if you think that’s cringe, i only hate that i feel so alone through it all. i watched all your friends cry together while i cried alone, wondering if i had just made up our friendship or something cause no one else seems to remember it existed. i loved you. i love you. so much. and i’m glad i finally get to say it. even if it is a random monday in march, i love you forever (or as cringey year 7 us would say ‘to infinity and beyond’). i miss you every day, and there’s so much i’d like to say but i don’t want to take up too much space on here, so i’ll leave the rest in my prayers that i hope reach you somewhere. thinking of you always, my birdie <3