today marks four years since we lost you. i dont think anything could’ve ever prepared me for a loss as great as yours. i see you everywhere, in everything. my life has changed so much since i last was with you, i keep reaching and making so many big steps in my life, but it feels wrong because you aren’t sharing it with me. im growing up and you will always be fourteen. life was so unfair to you and it failed you in so many different ways. you deserved so much better, to live your life to the fullest and grow beautifully old. rest well angel, sending my love always.
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