rue, i miss you more then anything and everything. you were once the girl i spent everyday playing with, me, you, tiffany and cat it was so much fun and i’ll never forget but it’s hard to think that same girl is the girl who’s gone now. everyday i miss you more and more i don’t quite know what to do with myself. the memory of your pink coffin is so vivid and it’ll never leave my head. you were meant to be 17 now the age i was the last time i saw you, i wish you were here and not 14 forever you deserved a long beautiful life but i hope your pain has come to an end now. i’m sorry i didn’t do more for you i’ll never not feel guilt for not doing everything i could of, you trusted in me to look after you and help you and i let you down and it’s something i’ll never forgive myslef for and i’ll always be so sorry. i hope wherever you are now you are at peace, i’ve had a few friends pass away since then and i hope you’re all together now looking after one another as i’m sure you’d all get along so well.