I don’t know anymore. I feel like I’ve done something wrong but I’m not sure what. I also think some of my close friends don’t think of me the same way, I’m not sure what do. Recently I’ve began to feel as if I’m kind of like a step behind everyone. It feels like everyone knows something that I don’t and that any moment i’ll be replaced. Maybe I’m not doing enough or am I already doing too much? I think I’m being too dramatic, I wish you were here.