rue I can’t imagine how I’ve made it this far without u. I used to not have anyone I could really confide in, anyone who was just for me and could listen to my problems - if anything I felt like I needed to put up a strong front for my friends just to add a bit of stability into their lives. I feel like I now have a person I can share my shit with, and idk how I feel but there’ is genuinely a special place in my heart for them. I can’t say my heart doesn’t drop everytike ur unexpectedly mentioned, but I feel like I’m getting better. I only wish u had the chance to feel that way too. I love u rue