Heeyy College so far has become somewhat boring. The only fun times is when i’m able to sit with my friends at break and lunch but recently i’ve been feeling quite distant with them. They’ve made new friends and adapted but I still feel like i’m stuck in the same place as before. I wish it would go back to way it was before but that’s selfish of me to wish for since they’re all so happy. So if they’re happy then i’ll be happy for them. College is tolerable because I can go home between classes, but it’s still tiring. Being in a school with boys, i’m still not used to it, actually I find it quite awkward whenever my friends invite them to sit with us but I know they’re not here for me so I’m contempt with listening as long as everyone else is happy. I don’t know who I can talk to about these things so I wonder if you’d listen to me even if it’s only once. Halloween is coming soon but it won’t be the same without you. I miss you