and the random horse riding sessions?😭 with your cute little coat and boots you were so tiny :( and i used to be so jealous of how long and curly your hair was i used to stare at it all the time, and even when you cut it all of in secondary school i was still so amazed by how you suit every hairstyle, from a bob with a fringe to literally a pixie cut. you were beautiful and everything about you just seemed so calm and happy, i’m sorry you didn’t feel that way yourself though and i’m so sorry i didnt stop anything from happening. and i’m sorry we didn’t go to brighton to go and see lucy and get bubble tea and do all of the things we planned to do