i wish you were here. more than anything, and i always i find myself wondering why you aren’t here. i suppose some people get lucky, while others don’t. i just had my hope pinned that you would be a lucky one. from the first day i met you, i looked up to you, and you never failed to make me smile. from time to time, i think i see you, just walking past me on the street, and it makes me think, what if things were different? just a year ago i would miss you from the lockdown, but now it’s so much, heavier i suppose. i always wave at the stars for you, just in case your up there somewhere. i mean, i don’t know where you are now, but i hope more than anything that you are finally okay, that you are at peace. stay safe my love. i’ll never stop waving to you in the morning, and the evening. i love you and i miss you. see you around bud.