dear rue, i dont know what to say. i want to say everything but idk how to put it all into words. i think about you every day, you meant so so much to me, i love you so much. thank you for everything, around you it felt like i could actually be myself. I'd give anything to hug you again, or see your smile, or hear your laugh. i remember when we'd just talk about nothing and everything on call for hours, i miss hearing your voice. i wish i could have known you for so much longer than i did. i keep looking for pieces of you in everything, clinging to what i have left. idk how to end this but i love you and always will <3