i can’t believe it’s almost a year without you here, it doesn’t feel real. i almost come back here w so much to say, what i feel towards you cannot be put into words. i miss u so much rue. i always come back here and read all of the messages people have written and it brings me such happiness to see what a massive impact you have made in people lives. i loved seeing the person you grew up to be, i hope you are proud of me. i love u rue and i will never ever forget you.