I wish u were still here, even if it meant we still wouldn’t be talking, I just wish you’d be living life

back again, but i also wanted to add that you helped me in so many small ways with so many so different things. when i couldnt talk, but you found ways to understand me anyway. when i was still scared of eating in front of people so you would cover your eyes. even on the first proper day of lessons in year 10 after lockdown and you just stayed with me for the whole day. you were such a beautiful person, inside and out and i am so grateful to have known you. sending my love always 🤍

hi rue, its been so long im sorry i havent been on here in awhile. i’ve recently been doing a lot of thinking and coming to terms with myself, in alot of ways really, but it reminded me of back when i was twelve and you were the first person i ever came out to, i was so scared back then and i looked up to you so much, so thankyou for being the first person to listen to me, its been a long journey since then but im so glad you were there for the start of it. i remember how you just made me feel so much better with it, like i remember a few weeks later when you painted a pride flag on me at sports day and i wasnt scared at all really, because you were right there. its now over six years later and i’ve learnt to not be scared all on my own, so thankyou really, for everything. lots of love angel, rest well 🤍